Why weren't you enough?
Leave love alone
He's an alcoholic
You have revision to do, a First doesn't come from nowhere
I wish him nothing but the worst
I wonder how she is? We need to talk...
You should have left the door closed when God shut it
Hurt people hurt people. Whoever hurt him, isn't your responsibility. Let him deal with his demons
Disrespect him
You need to open up to someone else, try not to be an island, he certainly isn't
What are you getting mum for Christmas?
He's working now, the least you could have done was wait to rinse him out for all the hurt he caused
Start your grind again, that's all that matters
You agree with your bro that your heart is made of ice, then why are you feeling?
DOPAMINE, no more DOPAMINE...
There's so much you didn't get to do
Your respect for 'religious' drinkers has officially reached an all time low
You're still mine, I just can't talk to you
Eat what you want, there's no one to impress anymore
Rescue her from those parents
I don't trust anyone though, how will I trust anyone?
Be a f**kgirl
Y'all got to a point where you knew each other for each other
Cba to talk to anyone right now
Get a job, you need the money and your own house
Never ignore your instinct
On instagram, they show Libra's to be sissy's, you're not a sissy so stop crying
He found your annoying, you did good
Show him what he gave up on
When's Love Island back?
God, it's been a minute, sorry I abandoned you, where you at?
He never got to see your new underwear
Escape to Italy
Should you watch GOT, things that remind you of him make you cry
So sick of lovebirds
Maybe you should paint all your nails green?
Go back to your perfection, he made you damaged goods, a good man doesn't want that
If she did it, you can
Another bomb ass internship will prove your worth
You wanted to be his wife and have his babies
Think about all you missed out on
You knew it'd be the time, last kiss, last touch, last time you'd lie next to him
Stop checking your phone
You miss his body
Bloody exams
He gave you some money, buy something that'll make you feel good
Find a nice white boy
Maybe you should have started drinking too? It'd help with your social life too
Marry someone as funny as intagram
You lied to your parents for someone who wasn't worth any of it
Why do you keep losing people?
Don't be afraid to take yourself on holiday
He accepted you for your 'worst'. You could tell him all your deepest desires
Better return that top to Primark
There were a few fiiine tings at the banquet still
See why you didn't smash
Well he spent too much time ignoring you anyway
Get all the piercings you want
If he was smart enough, he'd have hidden it from you. Why wasn't he smart enough?
Hope he's not he's never happy and realises what he lost
Where next? It all looks pretty bleak
He told you that he think you left at the first excuse, but you told him he had one more chance. You'd give up heaven to be happy with him, what else did he want?
Disappear. Sod off and don't tell anyone where you're going
You're aching to talk to him. You love him and you're scared it won't stop
Confessions
More than Rosaries...
Tuesday 20 December 2016
My Light
Baby girl,
I hope you find a love you don't have to question
He wasn't worth your smile
Your tears
Your dreams
Your fears
Nearly coming onto 2 years and he took your garden
Boo
That's not you
But I'm glad you came to your senses
Cos I'm glad to use the tenses like your past
It was fast
Though you wanted it to last
But your Father stepped in the way
Your Father saved the day
He's got plans so big for you
You can't even see
Yet he still knows me
It all happened real quick
How he turned you around
Picked you up from the ground and
Dusted you off
And at first I couldn't see it cos you looked like a goth
But I'm jealous
I want to be like you
Happy and free
I see the satisfaction on your face
The sun kissing your skin
The tropics made love to your melanin
Though I can't see what's deep within
I know you miss him
Regardless of the fact you weren't enough
Regardless of the fact you try to act tough
'I see the way that you look when you hear his name
I see his picture up in your frame
And you refuse to admit you still miss him but, it's okay'
Now I know how you feel.
Baby girl,
Don't let this crush you
You've done it before
It's not like you didn't know you'd have to close this door
I'll look up to you day and night
You're my symbol for the strength to fight
And when you're ready
In a year or two
You'll find the one who was made for you.
I hope you find a love you don't have to question
He wasn't worth your smile
Your tears
Your dreams
Your fears
Nearly coming onto 2 years and he took your garden
Boo
That's not you
But I'm glad you came to your senses
Cos I'm glad to use the tenses like your past
It was fast
Though you wanted it to last
But your Father stepped in the way
Your Father saved the day
He's got plans so big for you
You can't even see
Yet he still knows me
It all happened real quick
How he turned you around
Picked you up from the ground and
Dusted you off
And at first I couldn't see it cos you looked like a goth
But I'm jealous
I want to be like you
Happy and free
I see the satisfaction on your face
The sun kissing your skin
The tropics made love to your melanin
Though I can't see what's deep within
I know you miss him
Regardless of the fact you weren't enough
Regardless of the fact you try to act tough
'I see the way that you look when you hear his name
I see his picture up in your frame
And you refuse to admit you still miss him but, it's okay'
Now I know how you feel.
Baby girl,
Don't let this crush you
You've done it before
It's not like you didn't know you'd have to close this door
I'll look up to you day and night
You're my symbol for the strength to fight
And when you're ready
In a year or two
You'll find the one who was made for you.
Tuesday 15 November 2016
Don't Go
I love you
Though we keep fighting and fighting
And I keep writing and writing
And our feelings get messier
And our thoughts get heavier
And whenever I behold your face I'm filled with emotions that contrast each other
Like day and night
Like dark and light
I still love you
It's not just the stripes of your stretch marks
Or the unveiling of your cute crooked teeth when you smile
Or the way you know exactly how to navigate round my body
It's not just the electricity when our fingers meet
Or the way you rub my feet
Nor the fact the when you stare at me I get so high on butterflies
I can't even speak
And I get all meek
And can't tell you how I feel
For real
I'm working on communication still
I love you because you're my best friend
It's more than just the chem that we share
It's the fact I always want you there
Not even just to Netflix and Fill
But just to chill
You're my fave to do that with
I love you though
Yes
Admittedly I miss the romantic gestures
Showing up with chocolates at my door
And I fantisise about candles and rose petals all over the floor
Or a bubble bath that reaches the walls
Or hiding out in the warm in... Finland
But I love you for what you are and what you do
The support that you give is kinda new from a male companion
I know you don't believe me,
You think I reject you
I accepted you a long time ago
You need to know I just want the best for you
Friends come and go
And though it's coming to only 2 years
It feels like the most
I'm covered in loss
And so I made a choice to not give a toss about most people
One of us always leaves anyway
That's not the case with you though
I love you
So
Don't shut me out
Don't shut you mouth
Don't forget about how free we used to be.
Awkward is not us
So
Don't stop loving
Don't stop craving me
Sometimes I think you were made for me
All I want to be is your friend
Not your enemy
Call it a love letter
Call it a plea
Call it me just being me
Everything says NO
But I say YES
Please, don't go...
Though we keep fighting and fighting
And I keep writing and writing
And our feelings get messier
And our thoughts get heavier
And whenever I behold your face I'm filled with emotions that contrast each other
Like day and night
Like dark and light
I still love you
It's not just the stripes of your stretch marks
Or the unveiling of your cute crooked teeth when you smile
Or the way you know exactly how to navigate round my body
It's not just the electricity when our fingers meet
Or the way you rub my feet
Nor the fact the when you stare at me I get so high on butterflies
I can't even speak
And I get all meek
And can't tell you how I feel
For real
I'm working on communication still
I love you because you're my best friend
It's more than just the chem that we share
It's the fact I always want you there
Not even just to Netflix and Fill
But just to chill
You're my fave to do that with
I love you though
Yes
Admittedly I miss the romantic gestures
Showing up with chocolates at my door
And I fantisise about candles and rose petals all over the floor
Or a bubble bath that reaches the walls
Or hiding out in the warm in... Finland
But I love you for what you are and what you do
The support that you give is kinda new from a male companion
I know you don't believe me,
You think I reject you
I accepted you a long time ago
You need to know I just want the best for you
Friends come and go
And though it's coming to only 2 years
It feels like the most
I'm covered in loss
And so I made a choice to not give a toss about most people
One of us always leaves anyway
That's not the case with you though
I love you
So
Don't shut me out
Don't shut you mouth
Don't forget about how free we used to be.
Awkward is not us
So
Don't stop loving
Don't stop craving me
Sometimes I think you were made for me
All I want to be is your friend
Not your enemy
Call it a love letter
Call it a plea
Call it me just being me
Everything says NO
But I say YES
Please, don't go...
Thursday 7 July 2016
Food
I always find myself getting overemotional around you
It's like...
Food
You
Need it on a basic level but
It's a little more complex than that
You can go minutes, hours and days without it.
Only,
The cravings that escape the flavours of those molecules
Drawing you closer to it,
Till all you're left with is the bit at the end
Promised yourself you'd be on the mend
Waiting for the day your heart will send the message
No more
Heartbreak
Knocking at your door
Hysteria
That makes you bounce off the floor
Tours down memory lane leaving you as confused as before
So like food, I want you
However, I need you
Like air
The breath from your lips is the breeze through my hair
And what I love most is I can't help but stare
As you're trying on your tie
Cooking something nice
Or when I see that glint in your eye from the words on that page
At this stage
I more than love you
And you know that, too
Though I don't know how to tell you that I wanna take it to the next level
Where we don't have to separate or plan when I can next taste your kiss
I'm so tired of missing you
Hence,
Like the baby I am
The only way to show I'm your fan
Is to cry when you leave.
It's like...
Food
You
Need it on a basic level but
It's a little more complex than that
You can go minutes, hours and days without it.
Only,
The cravings that escape the flavours of those molecules
Drawing you closer to it,
Till all you're left with is the bit at the end
Promised yourself you'd be on the mend
Waiting for the day your heart will send the message
No more
Heartbreak
Knocking at your door
Hysteria
That makes you bounce off the floor
Tours down memory lane leaving you as confused as before
So like food, I want you
However, I need you
Like air
The breath from your lips is the breeze through my hair
And what I love most is I can't help but stare
As you're trying on your tie
Cooking something nice
Or when I see that glint in your eye from the words on that page
At this stage
I more than love you
And you know that, too
Though I don't know how to tell you that I wanna take it to the next level
Where we don't have to separate or plan when I can next taste your kiss
I'm so tired of missing you
Hence,
Like the baby I am
The only way to show I'm your fan
Is to cry when you leave.
Thursday 10 March 2016
Men
Men, boys, guys
Males
So attractive, so ugly, so
Powerful yet weak, so gentle
As they speak, so tough
So rough as they gaggle
Amongst each other in their
Carefree way
Daddy is the Best
The only man you ever trust
The protection of your father is what a little girl needs
Daddy is a good man
He is a bad
Man, they are all bad
Men and good
One's as they lurk in
Shadows...Friends, that teach you
About music, and soul and
Passion and life
Men
They like to
Touch you as you
Move and stay
Still, they want to entice
You, but really they
Frighten you
Men
Do
Shattered, cracked
Broken childhood messed them
Up, that's why they don't give a
Duck about anything, control
With their palm, or tongue or...
Men, providing and disturbing the
Balance between the battlefield of
Females
We hate you
We love you
What would we do without you?
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